The winds of change.......

The winds of change, oh how they are blowing through my life right now. I have always been a person who loves change, an instigator, really. One phrase that always gets my hackles up is "But we've always done it this way." Over the years as a social worker I have been irritated by that phrase, and pushed the people around me to allow for new growth. I have to say that I have really outdone myself this time. In the last 6 weeks I have left my full-time job, left my career behind, and have become the mother of a 14 year old boy. Not to mention working at Healing Hands full-time and preparing to submit my first book for publication. I now get to teach metaphysics, and practice my intuitive gifts everyday without hesitation. This is a direction I have dreamt of taking for many years, and now here it is. Amazing how it all feels kind of ordinary, like it is what I have always been meant to do. I find myself reaching out to my guides and angels more than ever before. I took a giant leap of faith, leaving behind a good salary and a stable job. For a while it was a little terrifying to think about, but I am adjusting. When I ask my angels what's next they just sort of smile and ask me what is next. I recently asked for help with finishing my book and was told that I actually had to work on it to get the guidance I need. Oh yeah, hadn't thought of that. I actually have time to sit and do nothing now, which is truly a challenge for me. I have always felt sort of guilty when I wasn't busy, like I was wasting valuable time. Now I realize that some of the most valuable time in my life is when I get to be at peace, and not have anywhere to go or anything to do. I know that I hear my angels and guides more clearly now because there is less clutter in my mind getting in the way. My spirit guide, MaryAnn, is so soft spoken, I realize I have been missing a lot of her guidance because there was too much outside chatter, I simply couldn't hear her through it all. For a long time I have been a crisis manager, putting out one fire after another. Without all that crisis in my life now I sometimes struggle to find direction. I was just always directed to the next problem to solve, now I actually have to decide where to go next. I have had so many ideas waiting for me to work on, now I need to pick one and get started. Funny how I have been teaching people how to get started on their path for years, and now I have to put my own advice into practice. So here I go, meditating again, drawing cards for myself, doing Reiki on myself, using my pendulum and activator, lighting candles, and trusting my intuition. I think we never reach the end of our journey because we must begin again and again. I am so blessed to have a supportive partner and loving friends and family who stand behind me while I take a leap that some might think is a little nuts. I truly am leaping into the abyss with my intuition as my guide. I don't know what will happen next, I only know that I am in the right place, and the rest will come. About 15 years ago I read the book "Developing Intuition" by Shakti Gawain and was inspired to work at trusting myself and validating my intuition. It is a process I will work on for the rest of my life, but I do feel that I am at a point now where my intuition is my first line of defense in every situation. How blessed I am to get to go on this journey.....let the winds of change blow, I'm ready!

An Intro to Starlight Healing

At the end of the month I will be teaching a spiritual development system I wrote in April called Starlight Healing. It is a culmination of several years of energy work, meditation, contact with my angels and guides, working with crystals, and teaching and attuning over a hundred Reiki Masters. I wrote Starlight Healing in 5 days. It started coming to me on a Monday morning, and by Friday it was done. I hardly slept during that time, and still have a hard time finding the words to describe what it felt like to receive and record all of that information.

As a child I was taught by the religion I grew up in that certain men received revelation/guidance from God on my behalf. I was not able to receive this information myself, but had to turn to veritable strangers to find out what God had in store for me. To be perfectly honest I never really believed in this concept, and did plenty of praying all on my own. I remember a time when my family was stranded at the sand dunes in the winter in the dark. I prayed for help and our car started. It was then that I knew that I was a powerful being who had a direct line to a higher power. My spiritual beliefs have evolved dramatically since that day, but I still sense the divine within myself everyday.

The basic premise of Stalight Healing is that help is always available, we just have to ask. I have developed a creative visualization process that takes the meditator to a higher spiritual realm to meet face-to-face with Archangels and Goddesses to ask for guidance, healing, wisdom, etc. I received personal information from 5 Archangels (Michael, Raphael, Gabriel, Uriel, and Metatron) and 8 Goddesses (Kwan Yin, Pele', Morgan le Fay, Shakti, Iris, Luna, Gaia, and Tara). They each shared with me the stone or crystal to use to invoke them, and the areas they prefer to assist with. An example would be that Pele' is a volcano Goddess from Hawaii. She is to be invoked in times of destruction because she helps to get through difficult times and to find the good lessons in painful situations.

A couple of years ago Archangel Michael started showing up on my right side during healing sessions and aura readings. Before this I had very little knowledge of Archangels. Now I feel AA Michael on my right most of the time. He is a protection angel and I feel his presence during energy work particularly when I am working with someone who has something painful to release. I call on him anytime I need protection for myself or anyone else. It is a very comforting feeling to know that I have a direct line to angelic help whenever I need it. The other Archangels and Goddesses have also shown up at various times in readings and healings. Starlight Healing is my way of sharing the skills to connnect directly with the angelic realm and the goddesses. I have always believed that we are all healers and just need to remember the skills to connect with our higher source. I hope you can join us at Healing Hands on July 31, 2010 to experience Starlight Healing.

July 6, 2010

Sitting in court. One of my work children is in jail. I am here to see if she gets released. On days like this I am so glad I grew up the way I did. Foster kids have it rough, and have to learn the hard way that they have to play by the rules.

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James Twyman

On Wednesday we are hosting a Skype book event with James Twyman. He will be discussing his new book The Barn Dance. It is so amazing how oppotunities fall into our laps lately. I met James at the INATS trade show last weekend. He is a Hayhouse author, which is what I want to be. So synchronistic that he picked us to showcase his new book. Things are falling into place so fast I can hardly keep up!

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July 5, 2010

Hooray my very own blog! I am a clairsentient psychic, healer and teacher. I am flexing my literary muscles in preparation for submitting my first book to Hayhouse.

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